It’s a little bit sad but I am excited to start another decade.
Does anyone else get a sense that they can accomplish more in a new year, or am I just ridiculous?
I have fallen in love with my new camera and I can’t wait for Emma to come home so she can be my pretty little model. For now Mr. Pete will have to doooo.
Christmas was too short.
-Laura
Last night was my work party and it was absolutely lovely.
I work with some of the nicest people in the world.
It really put my in the Christmas spirit seeing people open gifts and laugh and honestly just have a good time.
Not to mention dinner at my aunts was wonderful as always.
Some people would say it’s boring, but I love seeing my family. I rarely see them and this time of year is usually only time out of the year. So I love it.
2 days until my friends Christmas get together.
Which is exciting because I get to give them all their gifts and see their faces when they open it.
But it’s a little bitter sweet because it might be one of the last times I get to see Emma before she leaves and I will miss her. Because I’m a baby who can’t go a week without seeing my besty.
Anyway, cleaning and work?
Yuck.
-Laura
Family
Friends
Family Family
christmas
Friends
presents.
I thought I wanted it to come, but I don’t.
I feel guilty when I get gifts, and I don’t know what to say to my family.
And I don’t get along with my family.
friends are the only thing I have going for this holiday.
that and jeff.
-Laura
So, I always put everything off until the last minute. Always.
I have never been the best at studying, cleaning, or even just being on time for work.
But we have a lot of family coming in for Christmas this year so I think I should probably start cleaning now so that everything is spick and span for the famz.
For the last 4 days I have said “I need to start cleaning now” probably like 400 times. And I have barely started at all.
I always get as far as bringing the broom down, or picking up some garbage (for anyone that knows me, the know my basement is usually a warzone or dump), and it is simply not good enough.
I am not in school, I have no exams, so there is no excuse for me being such a lazy buttface.
On the bright side, my house is all decorated and ready for Christmas. Not to mention the white fluffy snow outside making me a little more in the Christmas spirit everyday.
No presents left to wrap, and no more decorations to put up so I am completely ready.
I am sad that my best friend will not be here for the holidays but I know that she will be happy to see her family. So that’s good.
It’s sad because I am writing this blog in an attempt to put off cleaning.
Ugh.
-Laura
I am sitting in my basement that is being lit by a tiny Christmas tree. Under the tree is gifts for my family and friends all wrapped up and ready to make them smile.
This is the most excited for Christmas I have been in years. This is the first time I will spend it completely with people who make me happy and not have to worry about anything. I am very very excited.
The 16th is quickly approaching and that is when my friends and I do our annual gift exchange and I get to give them everything I purchased. I think I got everyone something they will really like.
This is will be the first Christmas my grandmother will spend without my pop and I am really worried about how she is going to be. Although she is coming out here for Christmas so I will do everything in my power to distract her. (i.e. Throw a kitten in her face :])
And my whole family will also try to make her not think about it. She’s a strong lady, I am sure she will be fine.
This is the first Christmas I will spend without an asshole for a boyfriend, and with an awesomely awesome boy instead.
Swoon.
-Laura
Now I don’t want you to take me for a person lacking holiday cheer, I mean, I am just as holly fuckin’ jolly as the next plus size store employee.
But seeing as I am in a business of selling clothes to larger women, I do not take kindly to you complaining about your fat mother or sister or aunt.
It’s just simply not cool, ok?
I just hate seeing oversized 14 year olds leaving the sotre crying because of bitchy mom face being a dumbdumb.
Gah.. Working has made me hate Christmas a little.
sigh.
-Laura
I’m sitting on the computer again for about the 4th time already today. Same routine everyday since I dropped out of school, wake up, talk to boyfriend as he gets ready for school, sit around do nothing until either A. boyfriend returns or B. I go to work.
I need to get a hobby, or start looking for something to do in January. I may just wait till September to go back to school, and just work full time and make muniez.
HELLO WORDPRESS. I’VE NEVER HAD A BLOG BEFORE.
That’s a damn lie, I’ve just never stuck to one long enough for it to matter. I had a couple of blogspots and a blogger and they were both failures.
Anyhoozle, That’s all I have for my first blog.
more tomorrow..
-Laura
